Angry. Hopeless. Defeated.

In other news, I was in a meeting for 1h45m where I was told I need to just "get things done" and got some very good advice (NOT) on how to "just do them and knock things out." I am DROWNING in work. There is no end in sight except for a 7 day meeting at the end of the month where I will have to work 16 hours a day. Oh yes and add to that they want all kinds of brilliant creative strategies, marketing plans for like 6 undefined things AND still chase down all the administrative bullshit AND daily crap like working on brochures oh yes AND still getting PR and articles which could take up 100% of my time AND come up with some wild and amazing website plan that will get the members excited! Oh yes, don't forget the timesheets and all the OTHER crap I am tasked with like being the office IT person, lifting shit b/c I am the only young strong male, cleaning the kitchen on my assigned day, corporate marketing AND yes another completely different client to whom I sold new business which now needs to be worked on and there's even more. So to add it all up, you have all that shit up there I just mentioned (of course it's all priority #1) plus the fact I get ZERO and I mean ZERO recognition, thanks, praise or encouragement for what I do (nobody has barely said a word about my Toronto article).

I HATE THIS PLACE. It is TOXIC. I feel like screaming or punching something. Why can't anything ever work out? I hate this place. I hate it so much.